Carp Freaking Diem!

It's amazing what some realizations can do to you. I've always been the sort to think that the most horrendous things will happen to me. Even in the new system, I can't shake the feeling that someone...somewhere is going to lay a trap for me. A pit from which I can't crawl out of. Worrying about these things can rob you of life and happiness. But its funny. It kind of makes the moment I'm living in a lot more precious. It makes me want to live like tommorow will never come. Like every breath will be my last. Time is so precious. Its our most abundant resource yet we can never have enough of it. Even in eternity I don't want to waste it. Five minutes gone is too long. One day of waiting is one day too many. Life is not going to pass me by. SAY IT!

System Rehash

Rehashing is such a powerful tool. You should pray every day. You should summarize some things to God once in a while. See this is why people like to talk about their deceased loved ones at wakes and funerals. They need some kind of closure and talking about it helps. Try telling your problems to Jehovah everyday. Tell him everything as if he can't see. As if he isn't all knowing. Aside from the benefit of having his ear, you do work things out in your head to some degree by doing this. If your not of the religous sort do this in your mirror everyday. You can waste an entire life worrying about something that you have no idea exsists. Why? Because you haven't defined your problems. It remains a formless beast in your heart that will slowly suck the life from you.

Character

Don't let the opinions of others be your reality. Stop paying attention to other people's judgements. Choose a course in your head. Choose a virtue to pursue. Make their judgements slander by your ACTIONS! Don't scream aloud and point out that what they're doing isn't fair or that they're hypocrites. Those kinds of things work themselves out. Only worry about making yourself into a good person.

What?

Oh small world the internet makes. I met a friend who knows a girl I have on my LJ friends list. Andrew, a friend of Erin showed up at Fircrest a while back ago. It was pretty cool placing a face...with a face I recognized on the net. He's friends with a girl I know.

My ankle is still killing me....